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your tears don't fall, they crash around me. [18 Sep 2006|01:47am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

wow.

so HOW ABOUT...

my boyfriend & i broke up because he started liking my cousin...



&&& NOW THEY ARE TOGETHER. wtf?

who does that?

SERiOUSLY!?

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i'm in love with a gangster. [18 Jul 2006|01:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]

SHOON.

where, oh where, have you gone?

i bleeping miss you chick!

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wake me up, when september ends. [07 Nov 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | blank ]

heeellllooo?

is everyone else still alive? lol.

look what i un-neglected! ; )

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[09 Jan 2005|10:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Spell your name:
A-You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B-You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C-You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E-You are a very exciting person.
F-Everyone loves you.
G-You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H-You are not judgemental.
I-You are always smiling & making others smile.
J-Jealousy.
K-You like to try new things.
L-Love is something you deeply believe in.
M-Success comes easily to you.
N-You like to work, but you always want a break.
O-You are very open-minded.
P-You are very friendly and understanding.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-You are a social butterfly.
S-You are very broad-minded.
T-You have an attitude, a big one.
U-You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V-You have a very good physical and looks.
W-You like your privacy.
X-You never let people tell you what to do.
Y-You cause a lot of trouble.
Z-You're always fighting with someone


A-You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. sometimes?.
M-Success comes easily to you.
hahhahahaha.
B-You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
hmm, it depends.
E-You are a very exciting person.
lol, thanks?
R-You are a social butterfly.
awww, that's sweet...... haha just kidding, yeah sure, whatever you say ;)

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if i could, then i would, i'll go wherever you will go [02 Jan 2005|04:36pm]
[ mood | reminiscing ]

New Year's Eve Survey

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?

hmm a lot of things! one in particular though, when I broke my curfew, came home at 4:00am from a night with my crush<3, kissed him goodbye right in front of my mom, who was pissed off and waiting for me at the door! mwahahhaa. Rebel? IT WAS FUN! XD

Visited NYC for the first time - I FELL IN LOVEEE!

How could I ever forget, sticking my head into a bucket of whipped cream on stage in front of everyone at the Jingle Ball pre-show to win tickets to Jingle Ball 2004. hahaha. GOOD TIMES.

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

Erm, I don't remember what my resolutions were for last year! So, I'm going to say nope! ;) and yes, I've made a new resolution to get in shape, meet new people, and go to LOTS of Calling concerts.. hehe.

GET MY LICENSE, damnit!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

My Uncle's fiancee had a baby! My little Emma baby! I will have to post you guys a pic very soon!

4. Did anyone close to you die?

NO, thank goodness. But my mom's Aunt died, and my cousin's grandmom (wasn't my grandma though, because of marriage) Soo sad. R*I*P

5. What countries did you visit?

Ummm, only those in my dreams ahaha. The only country that I have ever been to is the US of A. yeah, and I live here! XP Hopefully someday I will get to visit all the beautiful countries out there though!!

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?

MORE THE CALLING! mwahahaha. I'm so greedy ;D and less extra baggage on the body, if ya know what I mean!!

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?

Mostly all of The Calling concerts that I went to.. especially November 11th because that's when I first met Alex Band + the guys <3Chops<3! and also December 15th was amazing because it was just so much fun, I met Sacha and got my picture with him finally! And I'm sure you guys have heard my story of that day! It feels damn good when Alex points to you on stage! mwahaha. Ok, you all get the point! lol.

Hmm, and also February 25 when my baby cousin was born! :)

DECEMBER 10th - JINGLE BALL 2004! + Pre-Jingle Ball (I met Landon from the Real Worlddddddd + Gavin DeGraw. w0op)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Hmm, making a lot of new AMAZING friends..which would also include all of my Loft buddies! and of course meeting The Calling! <3

9. What was your biggest failure?

Health Class. lmao. I got a D - in a 2 week class, that consisted of nothing but worksheets, quizes and videos.. yeah I didn't do one worksheet because I was too lazy, and I GOT A D. bullshit? hhaa yeah! lol. It's only health class, right?

Ehh, for the most part, the beginning half of this school year hasn't been too good grades wise! That's changing though.. :)

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Hmmm.. nope! Just a few colds here and there, with some asthma problems, and ear infections! haa.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

CONCERT TICKETS. Clothes. Printer. Bon Jovi box set for my motherrr. Yeah, um, lots of things! lol. I buy too much XD

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

Erm, no clue. lol. Alex Band? rotflmao.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

A lot of people mwahahha. No one close to me though, I'm sure. Well, maaaybe.....

I KNOW!! My mother when she changed her mind about letting me go to NYC to see TC and meet Debbie there. I was depressed AND appauled mwahahha. I know, that's stupid ;)

14. Where did most of your money go?

Hmmm.. clothes? mwahaha. Of course! and other useless things that I didn't really need hehehe. Hey, there were a few important things here and there! XP

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

SEEING THE CALLING IN CONCERT FOR THE FIRST TIME. MEETING THE CALLING. GETTING THE CALLING DVD FOR CHRISTMAS. Yeah, basically everything The Calling, because I'm a TC dorkettee! :) :)

Jingle Ball 2004

16. What song/album will always remind you of 2004?

The Calling's TWO - The Calling's Camino Palmero - Switchfoot's Beautiful Letdown - Jesse McCartney's Beautiful Soul

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. Happier or sadder? Happier!
ii. Thinner or fatter? ha.. hard to tell! lmao.
iii. Richer or poorer? Don't remember, I'd say Poorer! XD

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

School work. haa. +hung out more with friends!

Am I allowed to say, see more of The Calling. rotflmao.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

Sit at home on the computer. mwahaha.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

I spent Christmas with my family of course <3

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?

Yeah, riiight. ;) Let's just call it a really BIG crush - that didn't last!

23. How many one night stands in this last year?

Sh*t. not this question.. DON'T DRINK WHEN YOU'RE AROUND A REALLY HOTT GUY WHO YOU LIKE AND HE SAYS HE LIKES YOU. BAD THINKS WILL HAPPEN. YOU WILL REGRET THEM. HE WILL TURN OUT TO BE AN ASSHOLE. the end.

24. What was your favorite TV program?

One Tree Hill, baby! and The OC - Nip/Tuck - CSI - American Idol!
PROJECT RUNWAY + Extreme Makeover / EM: Home Edition

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

I wouldn't call it hate, I'd say STRONGLY DISLIKE. mwahaha. and Yes. Sometimes people aren't who you thought they were. So be careful.

26. What was the best book you read?

Hmm, this year? For school, I really liked Of Mice and Men. Don't ask.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

I re-discovered The Calling. Yes, I was completely insane to have left them in 2001. But now I am back.. and just a little fan ;) HA HA HA. right. I also 'discovered' Maroon 5, Jesse McCartney, John Mayer, Switchfoot. and many others. Music is the best.

28. What did you want and get?

I wanted to go to see The Calling in concert. and I did. I wanted the TC DVD, and I got it. I wanted to buy myself some new clothes, and I did. lol.. so in a way, a lot of things!

29. What did you want and not get?

The Calling in NYC for GMA. Some CD's I asked my brother for for Christmas but that was no big deal! I will just buy them myself hehe. Sheesh, can never rely on those brothers, huh? ;)

30. What was your favorite film of this year?

A LOT. Don't even get me started ahahha. I'll only name 5, how's that?

-Raise Your Voice
-The Lord of The Rings Return of the King
-A Cinderella Story
-American Wedding
-Pirates of the Caribbean
-Dirty Dancing Havanah Nights
-The Girl Next Door
-Miracle
-Bruce Almighty

.....woops! sorry hehe. ETC ETC.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

December 31st, I turned 17 and did absolutely NOTHINGG! haha. Nothing seemed to work out whatsoever. Which sucked. So I just gave up and spent the day with TWO. ;)

32. What was one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

No idea. Lots of things I guess, but overrall, most things were great now that I think about it.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?

Color-coordination, stylish.. I don't know. Everything has to match! And the hair has to look cute hehe. Hey, what do you expect? Fashion design is what I want to do!


35. Which celebrity/public figure did you like the most?

Alex Max Band. <3
-Orlando Bloom
-Chad Michael Murray
-Hilary Duff
-Jim Carrey
-Oprah XD

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

The results of the election.......

37. Who did you miss?

Hmm, I don't know.

38. Who was the best new person you met?

Do you really have to ask? rotflmao.
ALEX BAND + THE CALLING CHOPS <3
and all my Lofters that I got to meet! <333them.
and even those that I haven't met YET. <333you.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.

You can do anything that you set your heart to. Believe in yourself and everything that you do. Things happen for a reason, even the bad. Life goes onnnn.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

-This is your life, are you who you wanna be? *Switchfoot
-These are the days worth living, these are the years we're given and these are the moments, these are the times, Let's make the best out of our lives *The Calling
-I've pushed to get through, the crowds of twisted souls, Just to find I'm right back here, Doing what I'm told; Take my hand and don't let me surrender *The Calling
-If only love could find us all, if only hearts didn't have to fall *The Calling
-When your hope is lost, and you can't take it, Now you've come to far, to let them break it *The Calling
-If I could then I would, I'll go Wherever you will go *The Calling
-Whatever you want, whatever you need, whatever it takes, I'll do anything *The Calling
-Fathers be good to your daughters, daughters will love like ya do, daughters become lovers, who turn into mothers, so mothers be good to your daughters too *John Mayer
-if it's love that keeps us breathin' Gives us something to believe in, Is it fear that makes us blind? Tell me, why is love so hard to find? *Jesse McCartney


All of those lyrics basically some up some part of the year 2004 for me.
Most are from The Calling..Surprise surprise?

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[31 Dec 2004|01:55am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE

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i'm gonna hold onto you [30 Dec 2004|10:02pm]
[ mood | excited ]

MY MOM IS SUCH A BITCH.

yeah - scratch that!! I LOVE HERRR lol. We just had a little misunderstanding with the whole NYC/TC GMA thing!! Tomorrow is my birfday and since I lost my cell phone - she bought me a new one! Motorola.. camera phone!! And I can even send my pictures from the computer, TO MY PHONE! hehehe. Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY if I don't update again! HOPE YOU HAVE FUN - BRING ON THE NEW YEARRRR!

PS//Now I can have a picture of Me + Alex as my wallpaper XD

because I'm soo oh-so-cool like that!
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you ask me if you're too little, you're more than enough for me.. [25 Dec 2004|10:48am]
[ mood | thankful ]

oh how I love Alex Band and his sweet sweet lyrics.

WELL, I have been an absolute disgrace to the TC fandom. XD I didn't have the MIHP TC DVD.. until NOW!!! I am finally a true TC fan! I am complete. hahaha. This is by far, the best Christmas ever, I got everything on my Christmas list *which was only the DVD, and a few things here and there hehe* AND MORE!! And all of the wonderful gifts from Alex and Debbie made this Christmas oh so much better! I love it soo much. And I love all of my friends + family. And especially my TC family - without you, I just don't know what I'd do!! SO MUCH FREAKING LOVE TO EVERYONE!!!!! AND MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!! I HOPE ALL OF YOUR CHRISTMAS WISHES COME TRUE!! xoxo

A picture for you, of my dorkiness!Collapse )

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you walked into my world, a beautiful girl [24 Dec 2004|03:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]

HAPPY CHRiSTMAS EVE EVERYONE! <333you.

I hope you have an AWESOME holiday!

A Nice Little Gift from DebbieCollapse )

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"FUUCKiN' PEiCE OF SHiT!" -Alex Band [22 Dec 2004|08:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Aww, what a sweet Christmas gift from Alex + Aaron, to the Lofters :) <33 I love it!

LMAO. How funny is the last one, with Alex's outtakes! I can't stop laughing. So hilarious, he cracks me up! <33 Soo cute! XD

Oh, how I love The Alex, Shoon!

And Mr. Kamin, too, of course! :) I miss himmmm.

PS//Alex and his dirty mouth have officially been GROUNDED. lmao

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whatever you want, whatever you need [22 Dec 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | ECSTATICCCC ]

'...WHATEVER IT TAKKESS I'LL DO... I'LL DOOO ANYTHING.. la la, ANYTHINGGGGGGG!!!'


OMG DID I MENTION THAT I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOVE THE CALLING?! They were so unbelievably AMAZING on Letterman tonight! They looked like they were having SOOO much fun!! Alex did his little mic thing!!!! And I love how he gets really close to the camera, so it's like he's looking into your eyes! SOOO damn cute!!! I like waved at and smiled at my TV screen!! LMAO. If anyone saw me, they know I deserve to be put in a mental institution! Wow, I can't believe how excited I am over this!! The first time they performed Anything on TV.. and they rocked SO hard!!! They all looked so great! And it was really nice to see Corey and Justin around again!! <3. And Chops, well, you know! ;) I hope you guys got to see it, I taped it, and I'm watching it right now for the sixth time, LMAO. Can you say - OBSESSED?! XD

I'm soo so very sad!! haha. Debbie was really excited with me, I <3333 it! You should see everyone's posts in the Letterman thread on the Loft, everyone was so excited after they saw it! It was SUCH a tease though!! WE WANT MORE TC!!! hahaha. Definately CANNOT freaking wait until 2005!! It won't come soon enough! ahhh! Shoon I hope you saw this!! The Alex was absolutely stunning! and he did such an amazing job, the way that he sang Anything was AWESOME! wow it rocked so hard! okie, time for me to go watch this over & over again (oh yes) and then go to sleep hahahahaha. DID ANYONE ELSE WATCH IT?! COMMENT IF YOU DID! WHAT DID YOU THINK?! KICK-ASS HUH???!?!!?! Or maybe I'm just WAY too excited, over nothing. LMAO. Which wouldn't be anything new!!! ok, ..shutting up. ;)

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come and take me away [20 Dec 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]

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he stands alone outside the blooming yard [19 Dec 2004|12:08am]
[ mood | 12.15 forever in my heart! ]

well well well, it's been awhile!

I saw TC again on the 15th :) It was AWESOME!

read about it hereCollapse )

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she will be loved [12 Dec 2004|03:13am]
[ mood | tired ]

yup, you guessed it! hehe. I got bored again and made ANOTHER layout.</b> <33

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just try and prove me wrong [11 Dec 2004|08:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]

The All-Access Pre-Jingle Ball Show & Jingle Ball 2004 were amazing <33.

I'm too lazy to write about it now, but I promise I'll tell you about it later, lol. ;)


FOUR days until The Calling

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i think about it over & over again [06 Dec 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I was editing my profile, and decided I wanted to write something about The Calling.

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what's the way of love? [06 Dec 2004|05:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]


25 days until my birthday
9 days until The Calling and Howie Day
5 days until NYC with my bro
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her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved [04 Dec 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | curious ]

yeah, so I got bored and decided to make another layout. .

it's definately not as cool as the last one, especially since I don't have Paint Shop anymore, but it's different.

what do you guys think? should I keep it? Or go back to the old one?

COMMENTS PLEASEEEE.
<33

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that's just the way it is [04 Dec 2004|01:15pm]
11 days until The Calling. .

I'm SO bored. I like this song.

This entry was pointless!
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it's all in my head.. [01 Dec 2004|08:36pm]
*steals people's icons and then runs away* ;)

Jessica Simpson & Nick Lachey's TV special comes on tonight! Wo0o I'm excited lol. I have to write a stupid paper for gym class on swimming. wtf? ha. Oh well, I guess that's what I get for getting a medical excuse so I don't have to swim ;)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING - BRING ON THE CHRISTMAS MUSIC! mwahahah I'm such a dork! But I love this time of year, it makes you feel all warm inside LOL.
<33

[ start countdown ]
14 days until The Calling

SHOUTOUT TO MY FELLOW TC DORKKKKK,
BECAUSE WE'RE JUST SO COOL

S H A N N O N
<33
you rock my socks
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